Uff.. Last night was real hectic.. Struggling for strength and on top of that struggling for not letting my mum know that I'm crying..
They say I'm double faced. But who made me so? When I was a simple person with a flat character, "they" BACK STABBED me. They cheated and broke all my trust and left me miserable. I cried and cried and after sometime even tears stopped coming out but my heart cried out loud. But as no one can hear the HEART's pain mine was also unheard. When I tried to tell my close ones about my broken feelings, they giggled and spread the whole thing out.
Then after bearing all this I decided either I'll tell "everything" to "everybody" or "nothing" to "anybody".
But when I followed the path of telling "everything" to "everybody" they thought She's never serious about anything.. How easily she can tell about her last romance.. She's a BACK STABBER.. But dear, I was pretty much serious about every single thing happening in my life. But they never understood.
Then I chose for telling "nothing" to "anybody". This also created a hell for me. Now they thought She has no heart, no EMOTIONS.. But dude I do have a beating HEART which cries and Laughs.
Then finally I decided never to show my true face. I'll laugh even on my pain and make them feel that I'm the WORST girl you'd ever meet in this whole zoo of MORONS,
Now you tell.. What must have happened to this poor little girl? Just because She never cried in her pain does that mean that she never felt the pain? Just because She laughs on her minus points makes her vulnerable to your STARK remarks? Don't you think She's also a human with a heart full of emotions? Don't you think She must be crying when they said that YOU CHANGE PARTIES?
Just think how she must have been hiding all this suffering from her mum.. And how she must have been bearing all this.. Just think and please don't JUDGE her. It HURTS
